Bonnie Gray is a Soul Care mentor and the author of Breathe: 21 Days toStress Less and Transform Chaos to Calm,Whispers of Rest, Finding Spiritual Whitespace and Sweet Like Jasmine, an ECPA 2022 Christian Book Award Finalist. Heaving healed from PTSD, Bonnie is passionate about helping thousands of listeners detox stress and flourish in emotional wellness with God’s love through soul care, Bible Study and prayer. Bonnie is a trusted voice writing for Proverbs 31, Christianity Today and Relevant Magazine. She is also the host of Breathe: The Stress Less Podcast. Take Bonnie’s Soul Care Quiz to learn which area of wellness you’re missing at SoulCareQuiz.com. She loves hiking and eating waffles with her husband and two teenage boys in Silicon Valley.To learn more about Bonnie, take her Soul Care Quiz at SoulCareQuiz.com, find her book at thebreathebook.com, or follow her at thebonniegray on Instagram.
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welcome back to another episode of Christian Natural Health today I'm excited to have Bonnie gray with us
Bonnie is a soul care mentor and the author of breathe 21 days to stress less
and transform chaos to calm Whispers of rest finding spiritual white space and
sweet like Jasmine and ecpa 2022 Christian book award finalist having
healed from PTSD Bonnie is passionate about helping thousands of listeners detox stress and flourish and emotional
Wellness with God's love through Soul Care Bible study and prayer Bonnie is a trusted voice writing for proverbs 31
Christianity Today and Relevant Magazine she's also the hosted breathe the stress less podcast
take Bonnie's Soul Care quiz to learn which area of Wellness you're missing at soulcarequiz.com she enjoys hiking and
eating waffles with her husband and two teenage boys in Silicon Valley welcome Bonnie thanks so much for joining us hey
Dr Lauren so happy to be here thanks for having me yeah absolutely so you wrote
about your own stress response during that first year of the pandemic can you tell us a little bit about that story
and how that experience has changed you well you know I just thought that the pandemic was just going to last a little
bit that's what we're all told so I didn't yeah I wasn't even that stressed about it I'm like oh good I don't have
to do like the commuting the driving dropping off the kids to school um but as the week stretched into months
my hair started falling out my body started responding to the stress even
though in my mind I was being very strong you know I have two teenage boys and they're very up and down and my
husband was at home which he never worked from home before and then I actually had a book deadline as an
author um listeners can think of you know fill in the blank whatever it is that you do you know I had to try to do that thing
on top of all the different hats I was wearing and plus everybody was emotionally just
stressing out yeah and I Whistle I was the shock absorber
like as the mom I just felt like I couldn't stress out I couldn't
Express like my own stress so um I just you know
worked hard to get everything done and just go with the flow learn as much as possible while I was you know in fear
myself of what it would mean to get covered and wearing a mask I had to be the one
to go to the grocery store nobody else would it's like right you know so anyhow I guess Dr Lauren I didn't know that I
was so stressed out until my hair started falling out I started getting a rash and so you know I am the Soul Care
Mentor right I have a podcast where I talk about Wellness I've written four
books just like you talked about yeah I know what I should do but
my body was reacting to the stress sure yeah absolutely and it's so interesting that you say that because I see a lot of
specifically good Christian women who have this lay down your cross deny
yourself and follow Jesus kind of a mentality which is all really good but if you do that to the point where you're
internalizing and you're not processing it does come out there's this saying in naturopathic medicine the body weeps
tears the eyes cannot shed and so then it begins to come out in other ways so
um what would you say to someone who thinks that Soul Care is a selfish thing to do how would you respond to them yes
that is the first thing people ask me Bonnie I want to learn about Soul
Care it sounds great but it sounds like it's just self-care it's like so unspiritual secular that's one first
question and second they'll say but I feel guilty I mean I don't I'm already
overwhelmed like for me to just take out time that means somebody else in my family or somebody at church where I'm
doing a Ministry somebody else is gonna have to lose out and so these are the
two main questions with self-care and Soul Care and what I've learned is that the world describes taking care of
yourself as self-care but when we as Believers we do it with
Jesus yes and based on his scripture this is very key
Jesus has come to me those who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest
and it's interesting he doesn't say rest for your body but he says rest for your
soul the soul is very important because the soul is what the psalmist describes as
your inner being the inner person your personality what stresses you what
refreshes you what you like what you don't like and everyone's threshold is different so during the pandemic and
even now post pandemic you know a lot of times we forget that when we are being
strong God gives us the grace so we can take care of everybody else but God doesn't expect us to do that
indefinitely because just like a soldier he doesn't experience panic attacks when he's on
the battlefield when he's being strong taking care of everybody else he experienced panic attacks and his trauma
whether it's emotional or physical when he comes back home when he is safe so I just want to lift
that guilt from our listeners hearts and Minds that you know when we had to be strong we did it and
praise God you did a great job listeners fellow you know brothers and sisters but
God said it's time for you to take care of yourself so whether we're experiencing emotional symptoms of
stress or physical symptoms and stress like me it's it's not that we did anything wrong it's saying you were
strong that's great but now God says come to me you're weary and heavy Lane
and I'll give you rest and that's why it's very unique that's why Soul Care is
is sell excuse me the whole care is spiritual because Jesus is saying I want
you to do what is restful for you yeah yeah and so it's different everyone
has a different um way to relax and so our initial
thought is that it's selfish because we don't get that message we don't get that
message that your Wellness is important your your Wellness is important to God
it's interesting in that same verse come to me those who are weary and heavy light and notice that Jesus doesn't say
come to me positive come to me cheerful come to me without complaints
no it's quite the opposite so emotionally all those things that I kind
of held on to during the pandemic because you know everybody's already so afraid
um it's not appropriate for me to tell my kids okay I'm really afraid too so
what I what we learn is that it's just a natural way of caring and releasing our emotions God has different ways in our
nervous system to release that emotion so as Believers self-care is really Soul
Care it's caring and nurturing the person that God created you to be
totally yeah and I love the the verse that comes that comes to my mind is cast your burdens on him because he cares for
you and um so often I it's occurred to me on a number of occasions that when I
start to feel like I'm overwhelmed and I'm doing too many things maybe I really am maybe there's too many things on my
plate that he hasn't placed there but I also have to stop and remind myself hold on I'm hooked up to an infinite power
source I have all of the energy that I need that he's going to give me
everything I need in order to function I can relax and that even in the moment
even when there's too many things going on I suddenly feel that burden lifted from my shoulders when I'm conscious of
the fact that he's there and you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you absolutely I love that
so and go ahead yeah and that's kind of the three-step Rhythm that I talk about
in breathe because the first step is breathing in God's truth what you're describing
is what is what is the word of encouragement that God wants to give us
personally personally what is that so when you talked about okay cast my burdens on God
he cares for me okay let me let me just talk about what are all those burdens that are on my heart my mind Jesus this
is what's happening so breathing in the truth and then breathing out are stress but then we also want to take action
because notice Jesus says learn from me you know in Matthew chapter 11 when he
says come to me he says learn from me and you will find rest so there's an action we want to take we don't just
stop at reminding ourselves of the truth we want to take action Jesus himself says we need to find rest it takes
action prioritizing what steps can we take that God is saying you know
you can prioritize that time for yourself to take better care of yourself
so give us some ideas like some examples of things that you can do to take care of yourself what are some of your favorites
yeah I think that for emotional rest because there's four different areas and
that's what the Soul Care quiz is for is just we're oftentimes overwhelmed in four different areas emotional Wellness
spiritual Wellness physical wellness and social Wellness each of us are missing
one of those points of Wellness when we're stressed out and so we can very
overwhelmed like well nothing's going to help me but if we know which area that we're experiencing the stressor we can
focus what is the action so for instance when I feel emotionally
overwhelming all those negative thoughts or worries that's emotional Wellness
where we're just all those negative emotions we are taking care of everybody else and yet we cannot share what is
really burdening us one way to relieve that is by
spending time talking to a friend because you know Jesus when he was
sharing that verse he was talking to his 12 disciples so that is something that
was being done together coming together to rest and that's the first thing that
drops off when we're busy we're just doing our to-do list we don't make time
to spend time with people that fill us up right so that is one simple way we got to put
it on the calendar you know what this week is terrible I'm so stressed out okay one response text a friend let's go
for coffee next week maybe this week right now we can't do it you need something to look forward to
studies show that when we have something to look forward to it releases serotonin which is a hormone a chemical that helps
us to lower the cortisol lower the stress in our body and our emotions
so that's the simple way second is I love to journal some people don't feel
like they can Journal is just another thing to add on but if we simply just write down a note
about the things that we're stressed about studies show that when you write
out that list it moves the emotion part of our brain to calm
and it's amazing that doing that will help calm
yes and um I think that one tip if it's like a physical wellness that you're
feeling like gosh I'm just so exhausted here's something interesting there's left brain and right brain anxiety left
brain anxiety gets triggered when we're focusing on problem solving this is what we usually lean into is
what can I do to solve this problem but actually that creates overthinking
what's called negative rumination that's when we can't turn off our worries at night and those can't even sleep or fall
asleep well because those worries just keep filling our minds well the way to turn it off is not by
being harsh with ourselves it's not by telling ourselves stop worrying
this is one of the top ways to increase our stress is when we're
forcing ourselves shaming ourselves criticizing ourselves so the right brain
is where the emotional part of our brain is that's where we feel things that's where our creative self is God created
our right brain to enjoy um listening to music or quietness listening being outside in
nature the right brain is also where we have our all our creative hobbies that are
nurturing so which part of the brain helps us to lower stress
it's not the left brain studies show it's the right brain that most effectively lowers our stress so that's
a general really positive gem I always give to uh people that I do Soul Care
coaching with are people that I'm mentoring on Soul Care is not to think your way out of stress
you need to nurture your way out of stress yeah that definitely makes sense what is something that you enjoy that's
your hobby so for me it's I take a 10 minute walk in the morning I go hiking I never did that before
um you know I was a full-time working person prior to being a mom I think previously that to check another
thing off my list is going to help me but I've learned that no actually all it
does is just bump up more things to add on my checklist but every time I do one there'll be another one that will fill
its place so what I do now is I actually take that 15 minutes in the morning to drive to nearby trail
and I go walking yeah it's awesome so that's one of my practices the other
thing is I love to um play a Chinese instrument called or who it's a Chinese violin and so I
started doing that because when I was having panic attacks I couldn't go anywhere and I was like well I'm at home
so much because I was feeling afraid to go out because my panic attacks were so severe and then God gave me that verse
in Matthew 11 and when Jesus said learn from me I said okay well what's something that I can learn
I learned that when we learn something our brain actually calms down and it
switches off the emotional overwhelm so I said well I played violin when I was in grade school you know I went to
public school there was a program for learning violin I said well I've always wanted to learn this Chinese violin and
so I started taking lessons and I only told myself I'd try it for one month
because you know as a parent we we kind of move mountains to help our children to
enjoy or explore their Hobbies but why is it then when we become grown-ups we feel we don't need any of
that sure yeah so I tried that for four weeks I said I'll try for four weeks and
then I got hooked you're still doing it that's awesome very cool so
um tell me a little bit about what your process looks like for biblical meditation how do you do that and what
is that like how does that compare with secular meditation for example this one is one of the most powerful
go-to's for lowering and stopping anxiety that's the first question I get whenever I go speak women will ask me
Bonnie I'm so stressed out like how do you stop being anxious I want something
right away yeah I'm sure obviously you know we know for healing it's it's a
journey it's a process but something that can help your body right away is biblical mindfulness and the way to
practice it is to do breast work now the secular in our culture right now that's
so popular there's so many podcasts and apps that help you to be more mindful but you know what when I looked at the
word breathe or breath in scripture there's over 1 000 references to breathe
and breath God is the originator of breath work
true and in fact the root word for soul is breath
so one way to activate the body's rest response is to breathe in breathe out
slowly we probably heard this a lot in different articles that we read
in our secular culture but what makes our breathing and mindfulness pop most
powerful is that we have the Holy Spirit so we add a promise from scripture we
breathe in for instance you know when we read Jesus come to me and I will give you rest so we say we
can breathe in Jesus help me exhale so inhale Jesus
exhale help me and so every time we are able to
do this throughout the day when you feel stress grip you breathing in God's word
breathing out his promise another one that I love that you talked about Dr Lauren is
cast your worries on God for he cares for you so we can say
breathe in I cast my worries breathe out
to you and then every time I take a breath every time I exhale I'll name the
worry that's on my heart so this is a breath prayer this is something that I
teach my children here in Silicon Valley it's really really stressful competitive
everything is really focused on performance and my kids have test
anxiety and what has been really powerful is teaching them the breath prayer Jesus breathe in
breathe out help me and I asked them to do it three times before they take the
test just close their eyes nobody knows that you're doing it I say and it helps them it really does help them and it
helps me anytime I have to do something I have an email that's really stressing me out I have to reply I'm not sure how
I will do that breathe in Jesus breathe out help me so this breath
prayer biblical mindfulness is based on scripture and it's bringing God into
your world sometimes we feel like God I feel so far from you why are you not answering my
prayers because we're focused on that left brain we want the answer and yet Jesus he wants to invite us to soul rest
right he wants to calm our emotions he wants to let us know I'm with you he
wants to come into your world so rather than waiting for God to answer our prayer we can just bring him into
our world you know when there's a storm and Jesus gotten to the boat with the disciples
that's what we want to do we want to reach out our hand to Jesus and say Jesus get in this boat it's totally
terrible here the storm's like flashing and I'm stressing out that is casting
our care so this breath prayer is biblical mindfulness and it's so
different from the world's mindfulness like those mantras that secular mindfulness does with just you know I'm
okay I mean those things are true but we want to say I'm okay because you're with
me yeah it's God's word that gives it power as opposed to just something that
you're saying for sure so a lot of times kind of along those lines when I catch myself I'm thinking of all the things
that I have to do I have to do this and this and this and this and my brain is spinning and that usually happens at the end of the day when I'm done seeing
patients and then like when I'm trying to finish up chart notes and stuff I've started this habit of taking five
minutes I set an alarm on my phone close my eyes and I go to my happy place so sometimes I'll do the the scripture
meditation usually if there's something in particular but it's usually Jesus and I go to a beach or we go to the top of
the mountain and I'm just watching everything around me and I notice as as
that happens I can feel the stress leave my shoulders and leave my muscles and I
start to breathe deeper and it's just amazing how that settles everything and also clarifies where then I suddenly
recognize by the time that's done just five minutes what do I have to do what
can I put aside what are the priorities it basically makes that space for the Holy Spirit to speak so yeah I love that
I love that really cool so um how would you respond to somebody who
is really in a place of burnout what what would you suggest for them to try to begin to recover
well one of the and everything that I share for the soul care tips because their soul care not to self-care I
always want to bring in scripture so there's this wonderful story that I love in scripture where a little girl was
lying on her bed everybody thought she was passed away she was because there was no breath there was no breathing
from her and Jesus says no let me come in and he
went into the room sat next to her bed held her hand and by the touch of his hand Jesus says
get up little girl get up little girl and she got up and the first thing that
he said so important Jesus said give her something to eat
yep he didn't say get up and do your homework get up and go do your chores
get him go feed the people outside the crowd that's outside did you know that they have been waiting for you and
they've been doing everything for you you go serve them some water give them some bread no
that's how that's that's often how we treat ourselves we're burned out what do we do we we just work so hard we're
overly responsible and burn out one big cause is called being overly responsible
you know listener are you the kind of person that you know if something goes wrong in the people around in your life
that you love do you feel like you're the one that has to pick up the pieces are you the one that you know is focused
on making sure everybody's doing okay and the cost you you know you don't even think about it well you're not alone
this is the main cause of burnout it's just especially as Believers you know
we're so we want to be loving what I'm encouraging and we forget Jesus says you know you're the first priority
the scripture says Comfort we Comfort others with the Comfort we first receive ourselves yeah and it's not one time
it's a continual living just like a beautiful tree planted by waters you
know scripture describes us as trees they need continuous watering so it's
okay if maybe for a season you you you're just learning now that you need to water yourself that's the soul care
it's nurturing the soil so start now and so burn out one first
place to start is to take time to eat take time to nourish your body it's kind
of a metaphor what is it that your body needs what is it that your body needs you need
to prioritize that so one technique that I talk about in the book is called the
two thing two things list I've practiced myself every morning when
I get up I think of what is the one most important thing I need to do that may be
for others like a responsibility and it's just one now obviously there are
many but if we were just to pick one like okay if I can get this done for
this expectation this is the most urgent and valuable one no it has to take some time second this
is so important what is the one thing that I need for my Wellness today that I
will do one thing so that has two things on there okay one thing for yourself do
something loving for your body or emotions and second is what is something you must do as an expectation and here's
the most important thing the one that's for you needs to be on the calendar first so for instance this morning I knew I
have many different interviews I will need to do today and I said the most important thing I need to do for myself
is that I need to make sure I have something that I can enjoy and be happy
to experience tonight sure so tonight I have a date night with my husband I
scheduled that yes because it's at the end of the week and it's Friday and it's been a tough
week something simple that can be done other than a date night um is that I'm going to have a very nice
lunch somebody might be thinking that I'm actually going to sit down and have a warm lunch and I'm going to sit
outside I'm in California so I can put a little Orca on me and sit outside if it's too cold where you live think of
something else that will be pleasurable to you you can sit have your lunch and be put on your favorite worship song
and it might seem so simple but you know what it's radical rest according to the culture it's almost
because it's so simple and maybe so maybe some people
might think it's silly but because we're doing it with Jesus he is with us sitting next to us I mean
we could see him I always tell our kids that and you talked about this Dr Lauren is using imaginative prayer
yep it's picturing Jesus with us in that happy place
totally and so this is very very important when you're burned out you need to put at the top of the list into
your schedule for that day each day something and it could be one mom said
to me Bonnie I I remember what you told me I was going she has an infant she's
like I was going to go get to the groceries and I saw Starbucks I said I
would like to have a latte yep and she realized that that wasn't just self-care
and the secular you know treat yourself it was Jesus
wanted to buy me a latte God uses our hands right God uses our
hands and feet to bring good news to others but if we don't receive it ourselves how can we be that river
flowing out how can we be a river to others of Peace when we're completely burnt out
now this is not this is not an indictment on anybody it's saying you're worth it you're worthy
so you know picture Jesus what would he say to you that's another technique is
when we're burned out Al-Qaeda I'll guide somebody towards
that happy place you talk about and in that place when you talk about everything that's burning out what would
Jesus want to say to you and it's always something soothing
calming reassuring and the second question I'll say well what what is one thing that Jesus wants
to encourage you to do that is nurturing for you what is that just one thing that would just really nurture you now
and it's in that place of imaginative prayer They will receive that word
yeah so as you're talking I'm thinking of you know the analogy of when you're on a plane and the they tell you when
the oxygen masks drop make sure you put yours on first before you help somebody else because if you're passed out you
can't help anybody else and it's exactly the same thing we have to receive and then we give out of the abundance of the
Overflow that he gives back to us and we should be in that place of overflow so
like we get so blessed that we can bless others as a result of that but um have you read the book's boundaries do you
like those or have you read them before by Henry cloud and John Thompson oh yeah
that was at the beginning of My Soul Care journey I love those I recommend those to so many people so they've got
the boundaries and it's I love the fact that it's also Christian based because so many of particularly as I said
believing women it seems like struggle with this the most um but the idea of I have to do for
other people because that's the selfless thing and then they end up fried like completely burned out and so the idea of
each one of us is supposed to carry our own burdens but we should share each other's loads and the fact that those in
the Greek are different we can carry like the tiny little knapsack that we have over our shoulder but if it's
something that's crushing us that's when other believers need to come around and help you to bear that and recognizing
you know when somebody else is expecting something from you is that actually their responsibility and they're putting
it on you because that's not okay and like trying to to tease those things apart was just so mind-opening for me
and also for a lot of people who struggle I think with this issue to recognize because if you're allowing
other people to put their their loads on you then you are going to end up burned out and being able to distinguish those
kinds of things is kind of part of wisdom in this process I think right so yeah that's a very powerful verse
that you talk about that we are each to carry our own load our own burdens and
one very important part of Soul Care is find out what are the myths
that other people have put on us and unfortunately it's toxic because they
try to twist and put spirituality in it so uh one woman that I'm working with
she is I had said well what's one thing you can take off your plate because she has five kids and she's like Bonnie I'm
exhausted I'm like I would be too yeah you know what can we take off your plate she's like I look at my schedule there's
nothing Bonnie I'm serving on Sunday for children's ministry and then I'm doing scouting on Wednesday I said wait a
minute um okay this Sunday children's ministry you're already doing children's ministry
every day with your five kids I have two kids I'm doing children's ministry even
if somebody has one child we're doing children's ministry I mean does it fill you up on Sunday to serve or do you
leave feeling drained so that's another question we want to ask ourselves if you're burned out what energizes you
what depletes you and if you were to look at that Soul Care account you know what's energizing ads and what depletes
are you coming out negative so she's like oh my gosh yes I'm I'm so exhausted
whenever I you know I get to Sunday I'm like dreading it because I'm already like at the end of my week and then I
have to go she's like but I don't think I should say that right Bonnie I said no why not I said Jesus knows how you're
feeling I said take that off and so we crafted an email I helped her because
that's scary we don't have that language we only hear language of serve use your
talents or else God will take it away and by the way that's a myth and I can come back for another show but that's a
myth and so I said we're gonna write this email keep it simple uh God is prompting me to
um stop the season of serving in children's ministry I realize I'm spread too thin and so I won't be able to
continue but I will serve until the end of this month good excellent and that's it
so we pray together and um you know I share this example because
many women are listening right now they're like oh my gosh Bonnie I would love it if I could just let go of this
what is this one thing that you would love to let go Jesus comes beside you and says
it's okay to rest and I think so often the Lord leads us
by our peace follow your peace if you have peace about continuing something that's probably him if you want to do it
the more time you spend with him if your peace grows and you feel good about it then that's probably the Lord if you
feel dread and you pray about it and you feel more dread it's probably not him
so absolutely and I think so often many of like well-meaning churches yes
service is good but at the same time I think that message as you're saying can
get distorted to a lot of people who believe oh I must do this this is what a good
Christian would do and it becomes a check box but it's not necessarily something that God had asked you to do
maybe it is I mean certainly service is a good thing but yeah it's an individualized thing I love that I'm
glad you brought that up so yeah it's interesting you know the word gratitude the root word is Grace
and the root word of Grace is gift so it is a gift to you first whatever it is
that God wants to inspire you to share with others it is first a gift to you we
love others Jesus says freely you have received that freely you can give we
skip over the freely that we receive we we forget this is a continuous
receiving of God's grace continuing receiving this gift and if you're in a season where you're having to give a lot
for instance work is stressful maybe we've lost our job maybe we're hit with fibromyalgia our body is just like at a
crawl maybe um our kids right now in a season um they are just needing extra work
because it's tough for them and you're already expending that Soul Care account
okay then it's time to stop other areas where you're having to be drained so
that we can get filled because you want to receive the gift of peace and joy first
you need to refill that peace and joy first and then you can release it to the
other people around us and by the way the church is God's people it isn't only
a community and so your community right now is perhaps your family and that
community may be just yourself because Elijah himself was burned out
and God said just lie here and sleep let me bring you some water let me bring you
some food and we don't realize before Elijah heard from God that quiet whisper he actually
had spent more than 40 weeks in a place of doing nothing except rest Rejuvenation and
being away from everybody sounds good so Tyler
technique is if somebody catches themselves in a place of rumination what do they do
well the stop technique is that we first want to be able to stop and to breathe
we want to build our minds and we talked about this in our podcast already that we want to be able to stop and to
breathe to fill our mind with what God is saying to us and then we can do our
breath work we can relax and breathe into that that is the one technique where we can stop
and this can be as we're washing the dishes a lot of times we hold that tension we don't even realize
you know for me I hold my attention my shoulders where do you hold your attention nearly everybody does from
what I've seen yeah like right here the traps yes so the minute we stop we
become aware how am I feeling okay first of all second
then we do our breath work we have God's word to pray
and just release to him as we're breathing in and breathing out and it's so important that we can name
those stresses so a lot of times we may just talk about you know what we tell ourselves you know
trust in God but we want to trust him by releasing our worries the name the thing
that is bothering us and that can be our exhale so that stop technique is part of
stopping that negative rumination and then breathing out
so is there anything that I have not
I think the main thing that is just a word of encouragement is that
God wants us to rest and this is a top priority
yeah and we just don't hear that enough with our body it's just a like a
flashing dashboard on the car it's time for you to take care of yourself and that's why I'm so passionate because
I never understood before how important it was that God
wants us to First receive his peace and joy and I was so focused on
taking care of others focused on getting things done not because I didn't want to
relax but I didn't know how I think that's the main thing I would share as a
last word of encouragement is that many of us have gone through our childhoods and we picked up messages
about what's important and so my mom she wasn't a loving mother
and I think a lot of women struggle with things that are like that whether it's
the father or your maybe it's your sibling I don't know where it is that
we picked up that message that your only valuable or important if you can do
something for me and it it's it could be the church that
we grew up in and so I think that it's important us to release any sense of shame or guilt When we struggle with
anxiety panic attack depression because it just means that
you need more love you need more care it doesn't mean there's something wrong
with you and so I think that was my big aha moment because I I didn't want anyone to
think that my faith was flawed I didn't want somebody to think that my thinking was wrong because those are the
things that as I grew up my mother would always criticize me about
oh you're not trusting God or second you know what's wrong with you why are
you thinking like that and so we picked those messages up and they become our own internal critic yeah so when I'm
most stressed that's what I usually say to myself what's wrong with you Bonnie stop thinking this way
and that had been my Approach towards faith God helped me to think correctly
help me to stop this you know bad thinking and it wasn't until my body
started showing the stress that God was saying to me and Jesus his voice no dear
one your thinking is fine what you need is to experience my peace I want you to
start taking better care of yourself Bonnie I want to ask you what do you
enjoy what do you like to do what can make you filled with joy or peace what's
comforting to you these are all questions that no one has ever asked me before yeah
and so maybe those that are listening this might be the first time you're considering it what would give me
Comfort what would give me joy what would refill my tank and maybe nobody
has ever asked you that and you thought well that's just for kids I would say Jesus said
don't keep these children from me in fact the greatest in my kingdom is
having faith as a child so this is the path to Wellness is really our identity as a child as a
little girl or a little boy with Jesus Jesus wants to take care of us but he
can only do it through our hands and feet so that would be my last encouragement is that you are worth it you are that
little girl in God's arms that he wants to hold and encourage and as we're grown
up in our faith we are adults now so that means we can do those things that we missed out on we can learn
to experience on those things that maybe somebody else had taken from us or had
wounded us and they are important to God you are important to God
so as you're talking I'm thinking of the story of Mary and Martha where Mary sits at his feet and listens to him where
Martha is busy doing all the serving and all the tasks and she it thinks that
Mary's being lazy and tells Jesus to tell her like come help me but he says she chose the better thing she chose the
better way absolutely beautiful beautiful where can people go to find out more about you
yes please join me first take the Soul Care quiz at soulcarequiz.com when you
take that quiz you'll be able to get a chance to uh join my newsletter and this
is a soul care newsletter you'll get a tip every week on Soul Care in a scripture that will just strengthen your
heart you can listen to my podcast at breathe the Stressless podcast and pick
up my new book it's a book where I put 21 stressors and solutions that you can
use to overcome moments of stress anxiety go to the breathebook.com
thebreezebook.com so pick it up because we're going to do um a book club I'll be leading every
week for us to learn how to do practice Soul care because you know it takes encouragement you know no I I didn't learn this in a vacuum I had other
people on my path that helped encourage me and so now I want to encourage you so go to thebreezebook.com and sign up for
joining that Weekly zoom and a Facebook group if if you want to do the Facebook group but
um thank you Dr Lauren for inviting me so that I can share this message to more women that are looking for Relief and
flourishing in wellness it's it's my life message because God helped me and I just want to share and help as many
people as God puts on my path so well thank you so much and I will put in the show notes the links to all of those
things and thanks for everything that you had to share Bonnie really appreciate it thank you it's so easy to
talk with you and um God bless you in your ministry are you looking for a holistically
minded Healthcare practitioner who truly treats root cause rather than symptom suppression unfortunately even in the
alternative healing professions this isn't a given that's why I've created wholehealthdoctor.com a resource to help
connect patients to Health Care practitioners in their area who share a root cause philosophy alternatively most
of the practitioners listed also practice Telehealth so if there isn't anyone local to you you can still find a
great practitioner to help you regain Optimal Health go to wholehealthdoctor.com that's whole
healthdr.com type in your location or adjust the specialty that you're looking for and find the practitioner who's
right for you
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